Wilderness

She laughed like a girl, and when she laughed, trouble didn't matter. She smelled like a woman who'd traveled around Turkey, India and Africa. This aura permeated wherever she was and whoever was around her, and it made you feel like you were at home too. Born in Brooklyn, orphaned early in life, her mind flew through Latin, and among epic poems. Her world was somewhere between the East Village and Upstate New York. Her epic poem is about a day in the life of 1970s New England. She let life happen, and was glad when it did. She held her emotions in check on the page, but not in the world. She spoke directly, in a voice anyone who was around would listen to, carefully.

A creek flowed from the forest, joined a big river and washed the edges of the big city. A party was held once a year on its shores, for the country and the idea of wilderness. Words and water, words like water, were something to look forward to.

Something that flows unforgettably by.

Matthew Licht


Wilderness

There’s strange wilderness, vanishing wilderness, 

wilderness love, cry wilderness, camp wilderness,

out of wilderness, the last great wilderness, 

the wilderness years, scenic wilderness 

and the wilderness horror movies

 

Near Amsterdam is Oostvaardersplassen

A prehistoric park created by re-wilding

There’s a wilderness walking distance from here

but I can’t get to it now, there’s too much snow

There’s no humans there, just a mink and an aurochs

 

the Renssalear plateau, a geologic formation

is a wildlife corridor I live at the southern end of

my neighbor saw a mountain lion, another a moose

I hear owls, see coyotes and non-wilderness varmints

Help me find a wilderness to make love not war in

 

When Sophia said, “guess where I am?” 

She was exploring a wilderness in 

St. Louis created from an abandoned neighborhood

Out of abandonment in America, city wilderness

 

We’ve all seen it in movies; is digital the same

as genetically engineered? Is real life hell

heaven wilderness? Is wilderness a fantasy?

Show me the way to go home, I’m tired and I wanna

go to hell to ring the fantasy bell to dress for dinner

 

Sweet berries ripen in the wilderness are served

Let’s serve sweet berries in the wilderness

Let’s get lost in the wilderness of this poem

Can a poem catch the essence of wilderness? Does

it smell like the fresh dew on a summer’s day?

 

Oh come off it, maybe the dew’s frozen, it’s winter

It’s night: frozen stuff doesn’t smell much

We pretend the diaper’s dewy but the wilderness trees’ve

Been chain-sawed so mushroom spores can grow and

Shroom mouths to eat you as you wonderfully walk by

 

 

Whatever the frozen mushroom dewiness do you mean?

Perhaps it was written a million years ago

in the wilderness notebook or 

The Idiots Guide to Wilderness

Whichever rules wanderers everywhere wonder about

 

I’m just saying there’s no humans here

Maybe we can (make some) cash in on fantasies 

Making the wilderness right there in your head

While you wander in a field of blue daffodils

Looking for home in the heart of an ornamental 

purple cauliflower from Wilderness for Dummies

 

Since some believe there is no wilderness left

We will dream of those friendly utopian places

Create new landscapes for imaginary animals

As if a time traveler corrected all the wrongs

That humans caused to harm 

 

 

 

Bernadette Mayer & Philip Good (text)

Marie Warsh (image)

 

Bernadette Mayer è nata a Brooklyn nel 1945 e rimase orfana durante l'adolescenza; sua sorella era la scultrice Rosemary Mayer. Dopo aver frequentato scuole cattoliche nel 1967 si laureò al New School for Social Research, dove studiò lingue classiche e moderne. Dopo essere salita alla ribalta grazie alla sua mostra Memory nel 1971, Mayer si affermò come un'apprezzata poetessa e membro dei Language poets e della New York School. Nel corso della sua vita pubblicò oltre una trentina di libri, tra cui raccolte di saggi e poesie. Nel 2015 ricevette la Guggenheim Fellowship, mentre l'anno successivo ottenne una candidatura al National Book Critics Circle Award per Works and Days. È morta a New York nel 2022 all'età di 77 anni.

Bernadette Mayer